As an older person finally recognizing that submitting my life to Jesus instead of asking God to bless “my” plans is a better way to live, I struggle with not feeling like everything that came before was wasted time. I know that God will use it and will redeem it to His glory. Now I desire to live every day in His will. When I am at GMHC and see so many younger people who already understand this I am overwhelmed and in awe of their obedience and love for our Father.